You plague my mind and haunt my dreams and I hat the fact that sometimes you make me forget myself and I hate that sometimes you make me think I love you and I hate your stupid long hair and goofy smile and laughing eyes. You drive me crazy. Stupid emo kid.

I hate everything about you, why do I love you?
Dannie's in loooooooooooooooooooove...
Pyro's in looooooooooooooooove...
Jessuh's in loooooooooooooooove...
Jenna's gonna throw uuuuuuuup....

Might've went ice skating with Rich the other day but his aunt was being a "hard ass".... So instead I sat and watched rerun after rerun of Dawson's Creek.

I care what people think about me, and I hate it. I don't care that much about what strangers think, and I don't care enough about what my friends think... not enough to change myself. But I still care. And I hate it.

I drew this peice I'm actually proud of the other day. It really is pretty good. I think its because I put my soul into it... which is a little scary. I tend to take it alot more personally when work that I put my entire being into gets a negative critique. Which is probably why I plan on showing it to no one. But I will speak of what it, in all blatant forms of honesty, is. It's a girl... a princess, whos more normal than you might think. She's not the most beautiful, dosn't have the brightest smile, she isn't the smartest or the fastest or the best at anything really. She just is. And it's not a bad thing. She's pretty much content with where she is in life, althoughit is a little lonesome. Not lonesome to the point of never ending tears, but lonesome in the way that sometimes you're most lonely when surrounded by masses of people. And she doesn't mind all that much. She doesn't know where she'd fit in, so she's created a place of her own, her own little world. Only she's just realized, despite the purple sky and paper flowers and stars very much like christmas lights all around, she is the only one in her little place. The gates are wide open... but she is still the only one there. He world is her escape, and rather than face this turmoil filled reality, she just lies inside herself. If reality is so disappointing... well that isn't much reason to face it, is it?

Matt is the koolest. I only wish he thought I rocked too.

"i like the awkward silence thats sometimes there"

sigh.

He's another one who drives me crazy. Stupid squirrel face.

"--
Tu eres la fuente de mis ilusiones.
mucho amor
Jonnie"

These are the things that drive me crazy.

I hate boys.

"Love is the feeling of rising and falling simultaneously when you see a child discovering that they have fingers."

Quote of the day:
Me: I'm going to miss you when you're gone. Stupid head.
Duckie: They're making me an honary member of sfp. I'm never leaving. They'll put me in a case.
Me: Don't get me mad or I'll kick it over.
Duckie: lol, alright.

Second quote of the day:
Me: I love gay men, I want to carry em around in my pocket.
Pyro: no dear, old people go in pockets. gay men... they can go in my bra

Queer eye for the straight guy is sooo funny. woot woot. "hair down, Jesus!!" Gay guys are so cute. Baby turtle cute, not Johnny Depp cute. Note the difference.

I love the way Jon goes out of his way to learn things in spanish to email me to make me feel like I'm the most beautiful person in the world.

Link of the day: (dun dun dun!!) As you wish

Big fish is the best movie ever. EVER.
It's one of those movies that makes you believe in magic and make-believe and all of the wonderful, beautiful things society tries to make you believe aren't real. Only they are, we all know it's true but we refuse to believe it. Because admitting to the fact that all of the mysterious and magical things in the world really do exist will make us sound crazy. We care too much about how others veiw us that we resort to eliminating all of the things that make the world beautiful just to seem "normal". But who the hell wants to be normal when you think about all of the things one must give up to appear it? That's what I'd like to know.

Who's bright idea was it to start telling people that fairie's don't... you know... it starts with an e and ends with a t and it's 5 letters long (we all know every time you say it a fairie dies...)? Who started telling kinds theres no such thing as Santa... do you ENJOY sucking the little magic left out of the world? Who said there was no such thing as giants or that elves don't exist? Who dispelled the tall tales? Why in the world would someone do such a thing? Because without magic and beauty, love and hope... well... what else is there?

I saw the most gorgeous guy on the bus. He literally took my breath away. And he sat next to me with his guitar and gave me a sticker for my 'folio and started talking to me about the Beatles. He's a bad boy... a little too bad for me... but wow is he hot. And we have met previously on the bus too. He's Rob's friend, Cory, and he was really cool. He's the only person more obsessed with the beatles/queen/the who/pearl jam than me, at least that ive met so far. Anyway... yeah... he's rad.

Me and Eri are prollee gonna go ice skating in a while at flushing meadows.... it should be fun.

THE JULIANA THEORY'S PLAYING A $12 SHOW AT CBGBs ON TUESDAY.... AHHHH!!!!!

... except I can't go... for I don't have a "valid ID"... dammit.

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along


Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


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Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are the green moon. It is down to Earth and
reliable. You appretiate real beauty and truth.
Your heart calls to you when you witness your
own light shining through the surface. People
call you strange but you put it in song. Your
dream job could consist of writing, a teacher,
or maybe a muscican. The green light symbolices
friendship. You take a while to forgive, but
people tell you secrets. You are often a pillar
seeked to lean on. Your heart fears death but
your mind fears fear. You dream of love, but
are not very open with it. You have trouble
taking a stand, but once you see the warmth of
green, your tenseness lights up and you are as
fun as a baby puppy.


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This is distrubingly accurate...

My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
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I would have preffered Koga...


A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.



Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool Vampire Game:

www.life-blood.vze.com


What kind of girl are you?
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Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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i care...


You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."

Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Your Heart is Blue


What Color is Your Heart?
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Your man is King Aragorn (The rating takes place
below)


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Why is it that I cry during Nickleback's "someday" video?

Perhaps it's because it's beautiful.

Watch the sunset come back up and you know it's never going down again

Okay, this is the third time I'm updating today... I am becoming rather pathetic.

I have come to a conclusion. My conclusion is this:
There is absolutely no thing better in the world than being kissed on the collar bone.
....Except for maybe being kissed on the neck before being kissed on the collar bone.
Sigh.

Okay, heres where I ramble on and on about love and what it is and how I despise the fact that people simultaneously think about "the one" when the word "love" is uttered, when it really should not be the case. The reason I feel this is because love isn't just about a boyfriend or girlfriend... love is about the entire world. It's about everyrhing. Before begining entirely I would like to state a qyote the clearly demonstrates what love is. At least in my eyes.

"Liar! Liar! Liar! Liar! You've all got your heads up your assholes, because love is! It just is and nothing you can say can make it go away, because it is the point of why we are here. It is the highest point, and once you are up there looking down on everyone else, you're there forever. Because if you move, right? You'll fall... you'll fall. l.

This is the most essential part in love's definition: Love just IS. And don't you dare tell me I'm too young to know what love is... love does NOT know age. And I can proudly say that I've been lucky enough to experience it in my life.

Now we get to the, excuse my vietnamese, nitty gritty, of what love is. What love really is. In addition to my previous definition, I have made a list of new findings I've come across.

Previous definition:
"Love is being able to around that person for 10 minutes at a time."
It's the little things that make it so special. Being able to just sit and laugh so hard it makes your stomache hurt. Dancing around a friends back yard with no cares in the world. It's sitting on a bed talking about dreams... It's about the memories and the laughs and the good times spent together. All the fun times... the things you'll remember forever. Love is giving out flowers on bell blvd with your best friend... It's exploring the forest and finding a paintball feild. It's about foodfights and dances. It's about over dramatisizing everything. It's about video games and long walks in the rain. It's about invented games and made up names. It's about running through the sand and long talks on the phone. It's about facing your fears, old phonebooths, and empty lockers. It's about a favorite CD. A certain song. It's about Hersheys kisses and special boxes. It's about pickles and cheese and orange tuxedos. It's about finding magic water holes and inventing worlds. It's about a cup filled with more marshmellows than hot chocolate. It's about sneaking out at night to meet friends by the swing set to look for shooting stars. It's about sneaking into houses after a day of fun. It's about friends and it's about enemies. That's what love really is. We all know that real stars don't shine bright, they glow softly. It's all about planes mistaken for stars.

The so called "list":
Love is the look on Laura's face the day of her surprise sweet 16.
Love is me, angie, eri, kimmy, and daniel all squeezing on to the air mattress to watch Degrassi.
Love are the post it notes in my locker.
It's the way Jillian's smile reaches out and touches the world.
It's Kayla's kindness and Tracey's hugs.
It's the way Smith protects his friends and would do anything for Pyro.
It's the way even though Pyro and I don't spend nearly as much time together as we used to, she's still my soul sister.
It's the way Ed makes me feel like I'm queen of the entire world.
It's the way Rob just IS.
It's in Cia's eyes.
Love is Roma's being.
Love is homstarrunner.com.
It's about polka dots and legos and dinner parties. Love is 5 girls sitting in a nest of bedsheets on the floor, listening to "My Konstantine" by Something Corporate and Bawling their eyes out. More importantly it's pigging out on whipped cream and chocalte after sitting there crying like idiots. Love is all about Pigeons named Heroin Bob, Stealing Cameras, and swinging in the rain. It's about making up songs and jamming on the guitar. Love is all about bodysurfing and building sandcastles. It's about getting up early enough to watch the sunrise. Love is doing the "right thing" when its hardest to do.

There's no way of understanding it... no way of identifying it, and no way of preventing it from happening. Once you fall, you can't get back up. And it wouldn't even matter because you wouldn't want to. It's blinding like that. Love makes you stupid. And it's the kind of stupid everyone wants to be deep down. And you never really fall out of it. I mean... I guess you do for the most part, but a peice of your heart will always love the person previously on the receiving end, even if the rest of your heart hates them. I hate love. And what I hate most about love is the fact that I love it, if that makes any sense at all. Love never goes the hell away. You can push it all you want but it just sits there... like Bob, the rock you deemed as your pet when you were 7.

And i had so much more but i lost it all... so ill end with a quote from Roma:

love is... everything. It's the reason why we're here. When you love someone, truly truly love someone, you would be able to do anything for them. Absolutely anything. That person will always be beautiful in your eyes. There won't be a day, a minute, a second.. that you'd ever stop loving them. Love is infinite. Love is eternal. Love is.
and also. no matter how much distance there is between you and that person, that true love will never stop. Never. If it affects the love in any way, the only way it would affect it is make it grow even stronger... especially when you get to see that person at the end of it all. Love is inexplicable. and also. no matter how much distance there is between you and that person, that true love will never stop. Never. If it affects the love in any way, the only way it would affect it is make it grow even stronger... especially when you get to see that person at the end of it all. Love is inexplicable.

Dammit. I hate love. Not only do I hate it... I'm a slave to it.

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow, I watched the stars fall in the sea, if I could ask God just one question... Why aren't you here with me, tonight?

I've been feeling awfully melancholy lately. I don't know why.

Okay. So I lied. I know exactly why.

I have never, in my life, been flat out rejected. And thats not to sound conceited or anything... it just takes alot for me to like someone and I guess I've always been lucky. Until now. And it sucks. I mean, the world hasn't come to an end and I'm not all depressed or anything, but God does this suck. And I really thought something was there that wasn't so not only do I feel rejected, but I feel awfully stupid too...

Okay, none of this. I refuse to sulk...

But I just don't understand how you could act like you like someone you don't like. Or how you could go from really liking someone to not liking them at all in like 2 days.

I'm just being a silly girl. It doesn't really matter. And I refuse to dwell on it. I am stronger than that. And I am a beautiful person. And I am Jen, so therefore I rock harder than you ever will.

So there.

Love just is.

Ive decided to grace you with some quotes in valentines day spirit... here you go:

"I always catch the clock its 11:11 now you wanna talk... its not hard to dream youll always be my Konstantine... You spin around me like dream that played out on that movie screen, did you know I miss you... Here's to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty thangs she did... hey you know, you keep me up in bed... Here's to dying in anothers arms and why I had to try it, it's to Jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you've seen may not be a star, I;m not your star. Isn't that what you said. What you thought this song meant..."
-My Konstantine


"without me by your side you said you were all alone give me one more chance to prove myself to you all the little things that i long to do ...(when you run away) would you trade the course ...(you said that you'd be) so that i could hold you ...(coming out my front porch) would it all go away ...(just to see me) and my heart is breaking would you hear me baby as the tears are longing for what it used to be "
-Summer stars

"Love is being able to around that person for 10 minutes at a time."
It's the little things that make it so special. Being able to just sit and laugh so hard it makes your stomache hurt. Dancing around a friends back yard with no cares in the world. It's sitting on a bed talking about dreams... It's about the memories and the laughs and the good times spent together. All the fun times... the things you'll remember forever. Love is giving out flowers on bell blvd with your best friend... It's exploring the forest and finding a paintball feild. It's about foodfights and dances. It's about over dramatisizing everything. It's about video games and long walks in the rain. It's about invented games and made up names. It's about running through the sand and long talks on the phone. It's about facing your fears, old phonebooths, and empty lockers. It's about a favorite CD. A certain song. It's about Hersheys kisses and special boxes. It's about pickles and cheese and orange tuxedos. It's about finding magic water holes and inventing worlds. It's about a cup filled with more marshmellows than hot chocolate. It's about sneaking out at night to meet friends by the swing set to look for shooting stars. It's about sneaking into houses after a day of fun. It's about friends and it's about enemies. That's what love really is. We all know that real stars don't shine bright, they glow softly. It's all about planes mistaken for stars.
- a post last year

Screaming infidelities

Okay, so we broke up. There's not much to say about it except:
a) I do not hate him.
b) Yeah, it kinds sucks.
c) But it's not that big a deal, I kind of saw it coming and even though I'm upset, I'm not devastated or anything... the relationship was only a few weeks long anyway.
d) I wish he had been honest with me from the begining, maybe then I wouldn't feel so stupid.
e) It was fun while it lasted.
and f) Hopefully we'll stay good friends.

Anyway, yeah. I've neveer been dumped before now... and yeah, it really sucks. But what can ya do? I can't make him like me/want to be with me/whatever. Smith is the coolest. I hope he and Laura are together for a really long time, he and ed are like pseudo-big-brothers.

Things with Jessikah are squashed, and I'm glad. It's a little more peaceful now.

Nick is my "valentine" now... at least that's what we're calling it. Really, it is a mere trade of favorite candy... good stuff though. I love Nicky.

I have a trillion frees tommorrow. Maybe I'll touch up on the subject of "love". Partially because it's valentines day and partially because I'm a grotesquely obsessive hopeless romantic. Sometimes I even disgust myself.

Since I'm free on V-day maybe I'll go out with my Dad... that's always fun.

Anyway, I'm out.

<33 much love

Once upon a december

My dad has a ridiculously obnoxious alarm clock. I figured he ws tired of me waking up late and running after my bus every morning and decided to get an alarm clock I can hear 3 states away. It is the most horrible thing ever and I plan on secretly murdering the inventor.

I am sick. Grotesquely sick. I have been in bed all day. I heard that digsuting God forsaken alarm clock that morning and wanted to kill someone. Fortunately, my dad turned it off and let me go back to sleep.

I have come to the conclusion that Mike is crazy. So is Amanda. In fact, they're insane. Crazy people hear my roar.

I woke up froma troubeling nightmare having to do with Elmer's glue and the cast of Full House reuniting.I woke up with the strangest question: Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? I mean it sure as hell sticks to everyone/thing else. I set out with my sister to rind out and we ended up with palms glued together and dried glue in our hair. I supposse we got distracted when Anastasia came on. Oh well.

I'm off to get some tea.

If anyone wants to buy me a half birthday present I want the movie Ever After: A cinderella story

Quotes of the day
1. Josh: Why can't you just be normal?
2. Mike: Dammit woman, I need to breathe.

Right now I'm in school. I have double last free and I got out of the hour class early... so why am I still here in hell? The answer would be because I, Jenise-Marie Pollock, am a good girlfriend.

Apparently some "friends" of mine want me to shoot myself. Damn you all.

Poke-your-nose in a year... whooppee.

I'm going to go to sleep now. much love.

I swear to God, If I have to see Janet Jackson's boob one more time, I'm going to kill myself.

1. Full Name: Jensie-Marie Pollock
2. Nick Names: Jen, Jenna, Jenni, Neice, and Goober
3. Birthday: July 31
4. Where were you born: New York
5. How old are you: 16
6. Hair Color: darkdark brown
7. How tall are you: about 5' 5"
8.. What was your mom's maiden name: Cintron
9. How many siblings do you have: Kimberly, 13, and 3 ex-step brothers- Cameron, 13, Daniel, 17, and Scott, 19.
10. Do you crack any body parts: yeah
11. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: yes =)
12. Do you like anyone? well yeah.
13. Committed a crime: yeah, stupid stupid stupid.
14. Ever ate a tub of ice cream by yourself: a teeny tub
15. Ran into a glass door: yes, long relatively embarassing story.
16. Punched a wall and put a hole in it: er no
17. Been hit by a car: nope
18.Asked someone out: nope, but I usually make the first move, partially because I'm an idiot and can't help my self and partially because I'm a shameless flirt.
19. Ran into a parked car: not that I remember
20. Jumped off a roof: uh no.
21. Store: PacSun, Hot Topic, Various thrift shops
22. Thing to do: skate, guitar, Mike, hang out with "The Danny's", music, write, wander
23. Number: eleventy seven
24. Tv show: Friends, Family Guy, Futurama, South Park, Inyuyasha, Everwood, Gilmore girls... yeah I watch alot of TV
25. Radio Station: I don't really like the radio but K-ROCK's alright I guess.
26. Place to be kissed: in the rain
27. Longest friend: Bea, Miriam, and Natalie
28. Loudest friend: Dannie, Allison, Amanda
29. Shyest friend: Laura sometimes, Angie
30. Who do you go to for advice: Eri, Pyro, Romsie, ed
Tallest Friend: Eddie, Timmy
32. Long Hair or Short: either
33. Dark or Light Eyes: bright eyes
34. Body or Personality: personality
35. Ear pierced or not: does it really matter?
36. Good Guy/Bad Guy: a little bit of both
37. Light Hair/Dark Hair: dark
38. Coke or Pepsi: grape gatorade
39. McDonalds or Wendy's: McDonalds
40. Sour or Sweet: both
41. Cake or Cookies: ice cream
42. Ice Hockey or Roller Hockey: ice hockey
43. Day or Night: night
44. where are you going to Live: somewhere.
45. What is your career going to be: dunno
46. What color pants are you wearing right now: grey skirt
47. What song are you listening to right now: nothing
48. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes
49. How do you eat an oreo: with my mouth
50. What makes you happy: fellowship, mike, friends, music, art

51. What's the stupidest thing you have eve-r done: ruin a really good friendship by being an ass
52. Do you miss someone right now: Scott.
53. Believe in love at first sight: you never know
54. Do you want your friends to write back: erm
55. What Does Your Screen Name stand For: Jeni- nick name, ny- new york, pr- puerto rico
56. What do you like bout the person who sent this to you:
57. Time you wake up on School Days:5am
58. Time you wake up on Weekends: whenever the hell I want
59. Time you go to bed on School Nights: 11
60. Time you go to bed on Weekends: when I get tired

Only of you

Once again late to half my classes because my locker refuses to open for me. Only works for Pyro... Wench.

Quote of the day:
Ms. Shaefer: "Jenna, quit making out in the hallway with your boyfriend when you're supposed to be in my class."

It is the quoteof the day because a) I turned beet red and that doesn't happen very often considering the hue of my skin and b) I wasn't exactly making out.

... Okay maybe I was a little... But it's only 'cause it's such fun and I don't see him very often because I'm grounded and we don't have any classes or frees together.

Okay, enough of that.

Today I went to the dentist. I got a filling. Because I was absolutely terrified, the dentist let me stay on gas the entire time when I should only have it whilst the needle is being stabbed into my gums. The effect of this is that I'm slightly delusional and the right side of my body is completely numb. Whilst getting my filling, I had a dream about the last time I got a filling except instead of one dentist, there were like 7 and they all looked alike and they kept saying things like "Open big... Bigger. Good." It's still a little troubeling. And I can't seem to stop laughing. There isn't even anything funny going on... the only remotely funny thing is that my dad, Emeril's incarnate, is ordering Chinese food. Except I can't eat it because my face is numb. And that's not very funny.

Damned communists.

By the way. I am in cor 314 and I would like flowers on valentines day. Hint Hint to all those who love me.

Action of the day:
Me- mess up Duckie's hair.
Duckie: "Whore."

At least I don't look like a duck... damned metrosexuals.

Why is it that everyone can get into my locker but me? I was like 6 minutes late to class because my locker hates me and is out to make me late. I was so frustrated that I kicked it so hard my foot hurt.... and I guess the locker felt bad because just then, it popped open. And once it did I found that I had a bajillion and three post its from the likes of Jillian, Pyro, Eddie, Stefferz, and Roma. How the hell do they get into it and I can't!!!??? Prep is out to get me. I'm convinced. Now all I have to do is find a way to imitate the kiss of the dragon and I'll be all set. That locker'll wish it never messed with the likes of me. Neener Neener Neener.

Mmmm... Tacooooosssss....