okay so i just got back from church and the masters commission (the kids from WA) did this really awesome human video. It made me cry. I'm getting so close to Carley... it's gonna make me sad when she leaves in 2 weeks. Jasons really cool too, he's a really really really good actor. I've also been talking to Matt (I think thats his name) and Emily. Anyway tommorrow we're having a big barbeque thing which should be fun. I like hanging out with all of them. Carley's soooo cute. He has lots freckles and long reddish blondish brown hair. She looks like heidi sometimes. She has pretty green eyes and is like 5'2 and so tiny. Jason is spanish (I think puertorican) and he 's really cool. Drew looks like Tobey Maguire and he's really great with kids. Matt has light blonde messy hair and is super tall. Everyone's so sweet and nice and I'm so glad they're here. Other than the masters commission coming, yesterday I got 3 fillings. I was super high on laughing gas AND like 6 needles so I don't remember much except that the dentist kept on telling me to stop laughing and I couldnt walk in a straight line or stop giggling for an hour. Anyway, I have alot of work to get done tommorrow for it is also Noel's party and I must call Steve. Goodnite everyone!! <33

Okay Okay it's been forever but I've been busy. I miss writing terribly but I haven't had much time for anything lately. Got into a fight with Steve, Rob, and Tim all in one day.. rectified things with Tim and Steve though... but oh well. I've been talking to Matt lately which has been nice. It's been so long. There are these kids from Washington staying with our church for a week and a half which is cool.. I havent seen everyone in a whole year. We'll be going to time square sometime... I just dunno when. Wensday orlando bloom will be at TRL so I think me and Laura are gonna go stalk him. Hmmm... what else? Oh last sunday Justin and Kathy and Joey's dad died. It was so sad... I've never seen Kathy like that before. I'm trying to be a good friend to Justin... he's going through alot on his own.. it's gonna be really hard for him. Kathy is the same age I was when my mom died so I kind of know what she's going through. I just hope she doesn't have as hard a time as I did. Dad's teaching Carlos how to drive so I'm gonna leave early with him when he picks up people for church. I like being in the front seat with him. Anyway I've gotta go take a shower and continue my reading of 1kings... I have an essay due sunday and I'm only like 8 chapters in!! agh!! Anyway I better go and get ready for church soon. Mucho amor my dear blogger!! <33

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Yeah so Laura wants someone to argue with her. And I am in the mood to argue. Unfortunately I am so mad that I cannot really think straight, but I'll try anyway.

numero uno, having a great spirit and a great relationship with God are to completely different things. And having a relationship with God and having a religion are also two different things. You can have one without the other. There are plenty of people who have great spirits and are truly good people, and yet don't even believe there is a God. There are also people who aren't really religious, but they have a relationship with God. There are also people who go to church every sunday, get as many sacraments as they can, and do all sorts of good stuff, but that doesn't mean that they even know who God is. They can be just doing it to look good. I don't see religion as a setof guidlines and much as a set of beliefs. It's how you interpret the beliefs of a religion that gives you "guidlines". There are many different ways of interpreting the bible, koran, Torah, whatever and thats how you get the guidines. I don't even see them as guidlines as much as moral beliefs. I mean... how bad is a commandment like "love one another" anyway? It's not something you need a bible for to help you figure out. It's something that you know deep inside your heart is right, something that makes the world a better place. Although alot of the messages in religious scriptures are the same, alot are different too. In case you haven't noticed, all the common beliefs (love one another, don't hurt others, do unto others as you would have done to you, etc.) are basically just common morals. You don't need a bible to tell you that hurting people is wrong. It's a basic knowledge that everyone has. The number of gods, humanity of them, personality, what theyve done for us, how they prove themselves to be real, etc. is where religions differ. It's the big things. How to get to heaven, if there even is one, reincarnation, hell, evil, good, manifestation, etc. To me the only one that makes any sense is christianity. I mean... first of all you can totally feel God's presence, he sent his son to die for us, it was kind of proven through all the miracles he did... i mean he even freaking ressurected, I can feel God. I just know he's there. I don't know how it is in other religions, but I think that alot of people see their god as some angry persecuting freak who finds joy in punishing people. The God I know loves EVERYONE... not just some small group of people. You don't have to do anything high and mighty to prove yourself to him. It's simple. All you have to do is believe. Have faith. I mean... how many other religions are so simple? In hinduism (I think?) you have to keep being born over and over again until you're perfect so you can go to heaven. I mea thats fine for some people... but my God accepts me just the way I am. I don't have to be perfect. All I have to do is seek God, try my best at what I do, have faith, and let God take control. I mean... it isn't that difficult. And I for one don't go around telling foreign people that their ideas about God are wrong. I myself find God in nature all of the time. But I don't think it's stupid either, to try and show them a glimpse of w2hat yo have, even if it's just by being a living testimony. You don't have to shove a bible down someones throat to show them the love of God... all you have to do is live your life. I also belive you can find God in millions of different ways... but being a good person doesn't have much to do with it. You could be good and not give a rats ass about God, or you could be a terrible person and humble yourself before Him. I think the crusades were fought for a stupid reason. I agree with Laura on this... it's just land. What's important are the beliefs you carry. God can work wodners anywhere, it really doesn't matter. I don't think the crusades were fought for "holy land", i think it had alot more to do with pride and culture. The land was important to them, but not their beliefs. I can't tell you what to believe, I can't tell you whats right or wrong, I can't force you to see things my way. All I can do is share my faith with you. I mean, just cause you're christian doesn't mean your life is easy. Everyone has struggles... but I think that if you have faith in God, it's easier to come through it. You're not living life on your own anymore, you've got a friend who will NEVER leave you or forsake you. And yeah, I'm a Jesus freak. I have faith in my God and I know to never let him go. Sure I screw up... everyone does, but it's how you learn from your mistakes and how you help others because of your trials that is important.

It's nice to know that when I write an entry about how totally depressed I'm feeling, no one leaves me a comment or even cares. Yeah. Thanx guys. (this doesn't count for YOU) It's okay. I don't need you anyway. prats.

FASHION:
1. Do you wear a watch?: nope
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: a few
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: navy blue, black
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: I have a $100 dress I've only worn once.... oh and my Doc Martins which were like $120
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: barefoot

YOUR FRIENDS:
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: some
2. What do they tend to be like?: all unique, caring, funny, insane, beautiful people
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: People think I'm funny/nice
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: 2

MUSIC:
1. Favorite band ever?: Starting Line/Taking Back sunday
2. Most listened to bands: S.L, Taking back sunday, Less than Jake, Sonic flood, Relient K, TEB
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: yes
4. Can you play an instrument?: drums, guitar, flute, piano
5. Type of music never listened to?: country

GENERAL QUESTIONS:
1. Who is the smartest person alive at the moment?: Jord
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: sun showery day
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: in some ways
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide? I wish I could have helped them
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: sparkely.

MORE JUNK:
1. Name: Jenise-Marie Pollock
2. Do you like it?: I think it's unique
3. Nick-names: Jen, Jenna, punk Ballerina, J.P., Jay, goober
4. Screen names: Jeni NyPr
5. School: sfp
6. Birthday: July 31
7. Sign: leo
8. Location: Ozone park, Queens (dad) Rego park, Queens (aunt Ivonne) and Stuyvesant, Manhattan (grandma)
10. Status: crazy in love
11. Crush: boyfriend
12. Virgin?: yes.
13. Natural hair color: Dark brownish red
14. Current hair color: brownish red
15. Eye color: light brown/hazel
16. Height: 5'4 1/2
17. Label? : space toaster
18. Birthplace: Laguardia, NY
19. Shoe size: 9

FAVORITES:
1. Number: eleventy seven
2. Color: navy blue, yellow, black, red
3. Day: saturday
4. Month: october
5. Song at the moment: Taking Back sunday- No I in team
6. Movie: A cinderella story
7. Food: spanish
8. Band: TBS, starting line
9. Sport: swimming
10. Class: english
11. Teacher: ilnitzki, Parzialle
12. Soda: water
13. Veggie: celery
14. TV station: WB 11
15. Radio station: my cds
16. Store: pac sun, hot topic, interpunk
17. Expression: poo
18. Animal Print: leopard, zebra
19. Flower: wildflower
20. State: NY
21. Me or you: you
22. Coke or pepsi: water
23. Day or night: sunset
24. AOL or AIM: aim.
25. CD or cassette: cd
26. DVD or VHS: dvd
28. Car or truck: truck
29. Tall or short: short
30. Lunch or dinner: dinner
31. *Nsync or BSB?: they should die
32. Gap or Old Navy: old navy
33. Lipstick or lipgloss:clear vanilla flavored lipgloss
34. Silver or gold: silver.
35. Alcohol or weed?: ew

LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Do you have a bf/gf?: a boyfriend.
2. Do you have a crush?: not on ne one but my bf.
3. How long have you liked him/her: a few days after I met him
4. Why do you like this person?: Because of the way I feel when I look into his eyes and know that no matter what happens he'll always be there, cause he's one of my best friends, because he's funny and sarcastic and insane, and because I'm crazy in love with him.
5. If you're single, why are you single?: well im not so haha on u
6. How long was your longest relationship?: 7 months
7. How long was your shortest relationship?: 3 months
8. Who was your first TRUE love?: first person I loved... Jordan.... first boy ive been IN love with... steve
9. What do you miss about your true love?: I have him right now

THE PAST:
1. What is the one thing you would change about your past?: I don't believe in regrets
2. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: shop lifting when I was younger
4. Last thing you saw?: Dumb and dumber
5. Last thing you said: oh my God...
the last TV show you saw?: some real tv thinger
What is the last song you heard?: Taking back sunday- Theres no I in team

THE LAST PERSON YOU...
1. Saw?: Noel
Kissed?: kissed kissed- steve, to distract while i started tickling him- Noel
. Who is the last person you hugged?: Dad
. Fought with?: Grandpa
. Were on the phone with?:Aunt Ivonne



FUTURE:
1. What day is it tomorrow?: friday
2. What are you going to do after this?: try and finish catch 22
3. Who are you going to talk to? steven
4. Where are you going to go?: onto my fire escape
5. How old will you be when you graduate?: 17
6. What do you wanna be?: a missionary/writer/artist
7. What is one of your dreams?: to make a difference in the world
8. Where will you be in 25 years?: dunno

OTHER:
1. Do you write in cursive or print?: print
2. Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
3. What is your sexual preference?: strait
4. What piercings do you have?: 4 in one ear, 3 in the other... im getting my 4th lobe peircing on each earing and the rest of my bar soon. then i guess I'll just get a cartilage on my other ear and my navel and Ill be done... for a while..
5. Do you drive? not legaly
6. Do you have glasses or braces?: glasses

another reason im sad. Cia doesnt even notice my existence anymore. We used to be so close. It's okay. She can go hang out with her other friends. I don't care. I really don't. I miss Matt. He had a way with words, even though I'm pretty sure he didn't mean most of the things he said to me. It still made me feel better. I miss him. More in that, wow maybe something good could have happened way than in the I wish I were with him way. I mean I'm glad in a way that things didn't work out, because I'm so incredibly in love with steve. But I mean... Laura and Timmy are like the only people that know how broken I was when everything ended. I was totally distraught. And it was so messed up because I was the one that ended everything and I think it hurt me more than it hurt him. What brought up these sudden thoughts? Well yesterday I was over Angie's and of course she asked how his CD was coming along... and of course it got me thinking of everything that ever happened. It was stupid. It was blind. I didn't even know his last name and I was so hung up over him. I cried over him. bah. I'm shutting up now. I probably shouldnt be posting all of this here, but I'm too lazy to go to my privy blog. I was also thinking of going to Maple grove cemetery. I haven't brought my mom flowers in years. I hated going there with my family... but i think that maybe it's time to visit. I don't want my family to know when I go though. So I'll have to go alone... but I don't want to be alone either. I have to find the bus route. If Jessuh was here I'd make her go with me. Somehow, it just feels weird to get one of my prep friends... I mean they just dont know me as well as jess I guess. I mean she knows all the bad stuff about me... Including what a prat i was to my mother. And she's more like family than anything. Like, i wouldn't want anyone else to see me cry. What if I cry? I don't want to cry. I don't want to even think about it. The only other person I'd even consider to ask to go with me would be Rob. But of course I wouldn't dare. You see, although he's my "best friend", he doesn't really seem into stuff like that. I've only hugged him like 4 times in my entire life, he didn't really wanna be there when i broke up with Steve... even though he's the first person I'd ever go to if I had a problem. It's okay though. I guess it's probably better if I go alone or just don't go at all. And then I was talking with Ang about guys and how shes jelous because so many like me... but in reality they dont. And If they do, i havent the slightest idea why. They're probably crazy. And it isn't easy. I lose alot of friends that way. Jordan hates me now, and he used to like me... at least thats what he said. There was Joel, Jared, Tim, Matt, and Jordan... and Timmy is the only one who I still talk to really. And now he's like my bro. So that's alot of people, alot of friends that I've lost. And they're all insane for wanting anything to do with me.
A- I'm crazy
and B- I'm crazy
So you see, It's a lose lose situation. And then me and Steven were talking today... about college... and what'll happen if I go away, or if I go to honor academy (I'm not allowed to have a boyfriend and go there) and I don't know. I'm too young to be thinking about this. And it's just I'm so in love with him. And I've even gone against some of my beliefs to be with him. I ended things with Matt primarily because I felt it wasn't really God's will. then I realized I thought wrong. And we started things again. And then I met Steven and fell in love. And he's one of the best things in my life, but theres just so much I wish he could understand. Sometimes I think Tim and Cory know more about me than he does. Only because me and Cory share the blizzard bond, and I tell Tim just about everything... especially anything God related. And alot of people don't understand me and my relationship with God, and I wish they did. People don't understand how I feel called to missions. I never wanted it, never asked for it. I just feel like it's something I'm MEANT to do. I feel like I'm suppossed to help people. Lets face it, I'm not good at many things. I'm not abnormally smart or pretty, I don't get the best grades, I could never be a doctor or a lawyer or anything... all I have is art and my writing. And the only thing I'm really good at is helping people. And lets face it. If I do become a missionary I probably won't get maried or have kids. I want to go to Panama or Guatemala... and it'll be hard enough to support myself out there, not to mention a whole family. People don't get how all I want in my life is for God to have his way in me. You don't know how many times I've walked through the halls of school and people have sneered Jesus freak or Bible hugger at me. And it shouldn't bother me, in fact it doesn't. I just wish my friends understood. People don't get that I'm willing to give up every hope and dream of mine to help others... people who need me. There are people out there who are lost, and theyre looking for something more. I don't know if anyone else feels this way but the fact that some people out there are going to go to hell makes me cringe. It's like I have to tell everyone about God... so at least they have a chance. Do you have any idea how the kids in Panama live? here in the states... if you try handing out a track or bible to someone in school, they practically burn a hole in you with their eyes... but over there... kids run to grab a bible and get a hug. they live such simple lives. We're so spoiled here... we have everything and yet we still complain about how unfair life is... out there people live in cardboard shacks. The churches don't have roofs... Children are starving. There are orphans out there and they live so badly... No one cares about them. They need me. They need someone to care for them. They need something beyond materialistic things.. Theyre searching for something and maybe I can help them find it. I don't know. I'm probably getting in over my head... and alot of you who read my blogger probably think I'm a freak. But it's okay, because I am. I just don't know. Sometimes I just feel so lost in the world and don't know what to do. I guess thats when it's time to really look to God and to keep the faith. Yeah... I think thats what I have to do...

Okay I'm done.

but im still sad about jord

hey steve looked at my butt. =)

Not really cry. Just complain and whine and listen to emo.

Oh Jordan and I talked. I miss him so. He doesn't really care though, so it doesn't matter. I'm no longer really considered a friend, I think. And a girl in Mexico hit on him which he is evidentally happy about. I'm pretty sure he hates me. Anyway, I'm going to go lay in the fetal position and cry

Summer stars
I'm feeling quite mediocre today. Talked with steve alot, and I've been reading this really great meg cabot book, Haunted. It's great. It's the first book I've ever read in which the main character (Suze) is somewhat like me. Angie lent it to me because she was convinced we are the same person. Okay well maybe the second... Georgia nicolson from the books Agnus, thongs, and full frontal snogging and On the bright side, I'm now the girlfriend of a sex God, as well as knocked out by my nunga nunga's reminds me of myself to a certain extent as well. Talked to Steve anf Jessie for a long time. Still feeling mediocre though. ah well, heres a song of my liking (okay, so I've listened to it for 17 consecutive times... no 18)

Summer stars
This is my favorite song in teh world. I used to listen to it all the time during that one month when things were bad. It's by taking back sunday. The part in bold italics is my favorite. I love you steven.


Do you remember the time when you and i were fine
hiding under the apple tree there was no one but you and me
we would hide from passing cars and we would have the summer stars


and we were better then then we'd ever been before
you came back to me after walking out my door
you would call me on the phone before you even got home
without me you said you were all alone


the cold wind that blows all the things i used to know
how could it play so fast never thought you'd be part of my past
would i trade it all again to get you out of my head?


cause we were better then then we'd ever been before
you came back to me after walking out my door
you would call me on the phone before you even got home
without me you said you were all alone
alone
without me by your side
you said you were all alone
give me one more chance
to prove myself to you
all the little things that i long to do
...(when you run away)
would you trade the course
...(you said that you'd be)
so that i could hold you
...(coming out my front porch)
would it all go away
...(just to see me)
and my heart is breaking
would you hear me baby
as the tears are longing
for what it used to be

cause we were better then then we'd ever been before
you came back to me after walking out my door
you would call me on the phone before you even got home
without me you said you were all alone

if you're afraid of love, your heart will break anyway, only in not so half as nice a fashion as it does when you let somebody love you.

WHY ASK WHY?
sometimes the answer is irrelevant-its the question that counts

why isnt there mouse flavored cat food?

shouldnt there be a shorter word for monosyllabic?

why is dyslexic so hard to spell?

why are there flotation devices undermeath plane seats instead of parachutes?

if its illegal to drink and drive why do bars have parking lots?

how does the guy who drives the snowplow get to the work in the mornings

IF NOTHING STICKS TO TEFLON,
HOW DO THEY MAKE TEFLON STICK TO THE PAN?

DO PEDIATRICIANS PLAY MINIATURE GOLF ON WEDNESDAYS?

WHY DO WE PRESS HARDER ON THE BUTTONS OF A REMOTE CONTROL WHEN WE KNOW THE BATTRIES ARE DEAD?

'THE GYM TEACHER ISNT HERE YET SO I INSTRUCTED ALL OF THE STUDENT TO RUN AROUND AS FAST AS THEY CAN FOR AN HOUR'

'IF YOU REFUSE TO ENTERTAIN A BABY IT MAY ENTERTAIN ITSELF BY WANDERING OFF AND FALLING DOWN A WELL'

It's been so long
I miss writing so dearly, but I quite honestly haven't found the time. I read this book Laura loaned to me, Time enough for drums, and it was so amazing i was either in tears or hysterically laughing and thinking "Ha! I knew John Reid wanted her soooo bad!!!" or "Oh my God, Jem.. you are so BLIND!" which many think is strange, but that's just the way my mind works. I remember thinking , wow I could be like her. Witty and smart, not letting anyone tell her what to do. But I'm glad I'm me. I see alot of Jem's character in a friend of mine... you know who you are. The same attitude and cleverness, the same tendency to not see what's in front of her face the whole time. But someday she will.

Anyway, this week has been tiring indeed. I spent much of it studying and doing homework. Tommorrow I have an english final... fun fun. This weekend was hectic... had a family reunion. My (aunt) titi Mita, Bruho, my cousing Amillio (11), and my oldest nephew, Jazz (7) came in from Virginia. Then my Tio (uncle) Pucho, Titi Milly, and my tow cousins Noel (8, he's staying with my family for a month) and Demitrius (10, he's my favorite even though he thinks he's tough) came in from Georgia. Then Tio Orlando and some other family came in from Puerto Rico. Then there's all my New York family- My Tio Edgar, Titi Evy, and Kristy (21) in Coney Island; China (19), my tio Pucho's other daughter; Titi Myra (my tio Javier died two years ago, bless his soul), Maylene (20, she's an artist and studies media and studio art at Columbia), and Jason (14) who ripped down my Tony Hawk poster on purpose and was bad the whol time he was here so my dad's gonna beat the hell outta him. I'm all mad because he was disrespectful to me the whole tiome he was over. Then theres everyone one else Like Maylene's boyfriend Sherife (?) and Tom, Krity's fiancee. The reason for this big gathering, Kristy getting he r bachelors degree. The first Pollock to finish college. We're all really proud of her and all came to her graduation. We also had a surprise birthday party for Jason yesterday. Two creepy guys hit on me so I kept Demi close by at all times. I really screwed up my ankle at the terrier cup and if it doesn't stop hurting by tuesday, I'm gonna have to see a doctor. They kept on asking me to dance and I kept saying my ankle was hurting me so I just wanted to sit down. One of the guys (sebastian.. I watched him grow up... hjes like 12!!) came and when I said no he was like "come on, I'll heal you" and I wanted to punch him. Then this ghuy who looked in his 20's wouldn't leave me alone. It was so gross. He was like "you think I could come see you on your birthday?" and I was like "dude, I have a boyfriend". all he said was "well you can't blame a guy for trying." But did he stop? No. And my Tio Pucho who I'm super close with found humor in it!! He was sitting in the corner giggling and watching me try and get them away from me. I wiped some cake frosting off of the side of Demi's mouth and the old guy saw me and he was like "Hey I've got somthing on my face too" and pointed to his cheek. It was then that Tio Pucho ahd to restrain me from punching him. He came and was like "hey hey... this one's got a boyfriend. And he's white so you best watch yo ass." Afterthat we went to the bronx and I hung with Demi while my dad and Andy and Orlando and everyone Jammed on the congas and bangos and stuff. Then we dropped evryone off and came home. This morning my dad and Kim and Tio Pucho's family went to Conneticut and I stayed home and studied and soaked my ankle in this stuff. It was like throbbing. My Titi Mita's all worried even though I told her I just twisted it. Anyway I'm watching Emeril Live and deciding with Jessica on what class we're taking at FIT this summer. Laterz.

hey you. I love you!!! <33

I just finished 4 out of the 5 labs I was missing. I can't do the last one because I don't know what I'm suppossed to put in it. I think I might fail the quarter because of it, but at least i can tak ethe regents. I haven't failed any other quarters, and when i take the regents it;; count as a fifth. I'm not scared of having to go 2 summer school or anything like that, I know I'll do well enough to pass, I'm just scared of what my dads gonna say. Anyway I'm off to bed. Last day of school tommorrow. TaTa

hey everyone. Lots of good stuff happened today, but since im pressed on time I'll make the announcement: my J3rk of a dad is stupid and embarrassing and just a moron. But you all knew that already. If you call me, make sure you say "hello Mr.Pollock. How are you sir? Is Jen home, sir?" because he knows everyone hates him and wants to pretend someone likes him. Oh and don't call past 10. Since my grandpa now pays the phone bills thats the new "rule". Dad just cursed out Tim for it. Stupid j3rk. Anyway I'll say the good stuff 2morrow. Much love <33

hey. I love you.